Forgetting is easy when you shouldn't, when you should now thats when it gets hard

To myself,

Quick reminder.

He WAS your best friend, he doesn't care anymore, he never did. OK.
You have decided to move on, no more of him - look after year 11 he is gone and you're free.
Its on his own terms and you are feed up having to wait for someone to show you how to act around them.

You have new friends,OK one that you better not muck things up with - so that means no falling for him okay - also that would cause HUGE arguments and we don't want that.

I don't want to cry my self to sleep again, forget him.

Katie